At the start, two people pedaled real hard. Later, we pedaled real hard and caught those two. Then seven people pedaled real hard on the hill. Eric and Pat were in the group of hard pedalers. At the end, Eric pedaled the hardest and Pat pedaled the 5th hardest. I was real tired after pedaling hard, we had Dairy Queen and I was happy.
The past week or so has not been a good one for me. I have not been able to sleep which seemingly has fueled my ADHD which keeps me up at night, and I'm tired fueling ADHD, and I don't sleep. On and on and on.... ADHD combined with depression and anxiety makes for a cocktail of a mess. Depression and anxiety aside, ADHD for me has always been disruptive. Depression and anxiety at least have a function and/or purpose, for me these are protectors from vulnerability. But ADHD is just how things operate, it's nature and not nurture. I struggle with staying on tasks through to completion, even ones that I get hyper focused on. On any given day when I'm doing a chore around the house, laundry, dishes, vacuuming....I usually get to the 70% completion point, if that sometimes, and call it good. There will be three dishes in the sink vs ten. Most of my laundry will be completed, but a good chunk will remain in the basket and probably get washed a second time as I start putting
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I didn't pedal hard enough yesterday.